It looks like I left my struggles behind after my last post. It is true. this last year ( maybe the last two years ) have been very tough. Hard. challenging.
If ever my sense of myself as loving, tolerant and competent was challenged, it was
in this past year. I have felt challenged to my core.
I like to view myself as competent.
I like to view myself as a person who always expects the
best out of others, but is prepared in case they don’t live up to the best.
I like to view myself as an empathic, almost psychic individual who is a fabulous
judge of character.
I like to view myself as a woman who can confront
inadequacies and help others achieve their true destiny
What feels to me like anger, might be more accurately called strength.
What feels to me like arrogance, might be resolve.
I have learned again recently, that what I don’t give voice to,
I manage to act out somehow anyway.
I doubt that I am the only one for whom that is true.
